Sunday, November 12, 2006
-i shall make a brave attempt to read chinese books on my own accord.
anyhows.
thursdayyy and fridayyy! kuai dian lai please.
thank you(:
i feel more and more automatic now. i think.
somehow, it makes me feel like a different person altogether.
makes me feel more accomplished too.
maybe a little more mature than before.
i stopped the idea right there. because of course i didn't want that at all. i wanted what mrs sorrel would have wanted, "a boy who can do anything day". and i realised you can't really have days about that, it's something that comes from inside.something that takes root when you stand up and say 'no' to a boy like jonathan niker.
i just find it hard to reject.
hard to stop the feeling from gushing out from the insides.
why does it have to be so hard to understand-
must everything get so emotional all the time-
i'm no hero`

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